Solitude

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As a dark moon rises slowly on the horizon
I take a step back to reevaluate certain lessons
As I stare down to the ground a grimace flows
As the barrenness of my life shows
What have I done all this for? What am I?
It seems I am stuck on the ground, unable to fly
I can’t seem to just get up and just reach the sky
But rather I just lay down curl up and die
What am I doing here? All I do is observe
I may be ahead of the curve
But what has it gained me? What am I looking for?
I have not gained anything at all to give my ardor
I have only gained pain and mistrust through it all.
I feel it pushing on me, my death, my pain, my fall.
How can I live with the fact I am standing in place
When everyone else can’t even see behind my face
I put on such a beautiful mask it hides me well
And it hides from everyone anything I don’t wish to tell.
I just need to lie down and deteriorate out of this vim
And just fade out of all I have ever been. Detail and trim
I carry on day to day, dragging my feet slowly
Just being a creature, beaten and so lowly
I am trying to look up to skies blue
But there is nothing I can do.
For the moon is rising, the sky darkens great
I now am left in shadow, nothing to cling to or state
I just now stand alone; face overcast in stone cold grief
One day I will be brought peace, eternal relief
Until then I shall carry on, a vagabond in my own land
By my side stands no one, alone I shall ever stand.
Don’t worry about little things, me and my comfort
Just don’t think that it will help any, your effort
I don’t think it will do anything for me now
It won’t get me to smile or even go wow
Its over go away, I don’t need your pseudo-attitude
I will take my chances with the safety of being solitude.